resolutions 2017

001: cut out the toxic people who bring you down.
I do thank them only because it makes me appreciate those who truly care and love me even more.

002: stop being a pushover.
stop sacrificing my own needs to please others.

003: challenge myself to do the 365 photo a day challenge.
this will be tough but if i want to even get better at photography i need to bring my camera bb everywhere.

004: typical eat better, work out blah blah

005: read more.

December 31, 2016

ありがとう

I almost forgot what it's like to meet someone new,
and have this fleeting feeling of admiration. 

This one person who makes you want to be a better version of yourself. 
This one person who's a little different than the others.
This one person who makes your heart feel heavy, 
but at the same time frees you from what has been holding you down. 

It's been a minute since I've experienced such good vibes with someone. 
I'm reminded of what I need more of in my life, 
such as motivation to be creative again, and to work harder for myself. 
I'm reminded that I shouldn't settle for less, 
I shouldn't settle for convenience. 

Everything happens for a reason. 

Starting a clean slate,
and I thank your beautiful soul for that, love. 

August 6, 2016

Happy New Years ! (2k15 review)









Wow, well 2015 flew by really fast, feels like after summer fall/winter flies RIGHT past you. I couldn't believe how fast winter passed especially. These photos are some of my favorites captured moments of the different seasons in 2015 (no order specifically) my favorite season this year might have to be fall/winter. Much less drama, much less worries, much more happiness and love that's for sure. In addition with Sapporo in my life (and new furniture in my apartment lol) i've been quite happy. I'm also glad i'm slowing down on my alcohol intake, for 3/4 of the year I drank 4 of the 7 days, and pretty heavily. Now days I only turn up if i'm going to a an important show, and even then I'm trying not to blackout, been doing that way too much for most of my 21st year lol. Anyways, looking forward to 2016 with a few goals in mind. 

Resolutions
  • Stop splurging money/impulse buying
  • Be more mindful of what i'm putting into my body
  • Get my ass to the gym with some routine
  • Less eating out, more cooking at home
  • Do things that make me happy, but also knowing of the consequences
  • ACTUALLY blog more, and get over my fear of starting a Youtube channel and just do it


Cheers to the new year, wish me luck !